Friends are hard to come by.

It's really an eye opener when you don't like any of your friends... I am finally feeling like going out and doing something after a week and a half of being sicker than sick.. and I find myself not really wanting to go with anyone who wants to go with me. I would really love for my cat to not be so deathly afraid of the wind blowing.. I would put him in my bag and take him out with me. Yes, I have become a sad cat lady.

I tend to surround myself with the people mentioned in the previous entry.. ones who incessantly talk about themselves, sort of nod when I try to mention something, then continue on with more of their boring drama.. that really isn't drama at all. Stories of how they had to work 7 hours this week or the 100 dollars they pay in rent is just so much money.. UGH. I wish it wasn't so fucking hard to make friends that are worthwhile.. and to be honest I don't really have the patience to make friends at all. It's like dating. Can we just get past the whole "get to know each other" phase and get to the "i'm getting a beer out of your fridge without asking" phase? Please?

I'm going fucking stir crazy, I've only been out of the house to go to school in the past week and not out of my room at all for the last two days, with the blinds drawn of course. I need to feel alive again, and it's not going to happen in this apartment.

I'm putting an ad up on Craigslist for friends. I'm fucking pathetic.